My husband will be home in 20 minutes, yes I know almost exactly! It's like a big sigh of relief every time. That's how I know... Secure and safe with him once again. It's like my shoulders drop and I don't have to be strong while he's here. I can just be me.
I'm not really built to be the "step monster"! A sweet little likable lovable step mother yes. So idk... I'm just doing the best I can on most days. Ill admit somedays it's too much, well not TOO much just too much for that day. When I have given all I can then that's enough. We're all just people even kids. You can lead a horse... Ya know?
I keep in mind things will evolve. This too shall pass AND she's just a kid really who needs love and I'm gonna be sure to give it to her.
Ok... Where's Joe? HE'S HERE!!
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