Hibiscus tea how sweet!

What a delicious day so far! A nice drive north this morning through Ft. Worth lolly gagging all the way. I took my time stopped and window shopped. Finally arrived to my destination and got a sweet hug from my husband. God I love that guy ;-)

He got back to work for awhile longer so while I wait I'm out shopping! New shorts!! That fit and don't have holes in them!! Now I'm getting sun on an outside patio at an eatery sipping on sweet tropical hibiscus ice tea... Ya I know ;-)))

Easter

It sure turned out to be a great Easter! I was so happy to have the Smith gang here. I love them so much! Bonds between cousins were made along with bonds between my wonderful husband and his new in laws. Seems like everyday we all get closer and I can see us living the rest of our lives together and the fun memories will make at gatherings and Holidays.

AND...

AND... Traci's happiness is very important to me! We have to all THREE be happy. I think she ... No I know she needs to be filled with positive things everyday.  It's important for her at this stage in her life. 

Show us the way Lord

Life just keeps throwing stuff at me. I'm not good at making decisions about things especially bigger ones. I just second guess myself. But I have a feeling in my gut some changes are bound to come. It may be necessary in order to live a daily peacefulness. I don't know.. Thank God I have a loving husband I can count on to make these decisions together. 

I require peace and tranquility in my daily life. I need order and a sense of control to make my world go round.  I feel that I have compromised in the situation I'm in and it isn't paying off. I'm just.. Wondering if things could be a lot better if we make some changes. I think it would. But I would hate to feel responsible if it turned out bad. Hence that's why I have a hard time making big decisions.  God will show us the way.  I do believe that. He sees the struggles and knows the way for us. 

I need to pray. 

Message in a bottle

Im watching this dreamy love story " Message in a bottle". As it fades to commercial I think to myself awe... Love stories! "The Notebook", "An officer and a gentleman", "the way we were" all of those! Then I smile :-) I have my very own! It's real and it feels just like those movies. 

This is the first time I've ever fallen in love. Joe and I took time and went on dates and talked a lot before we realized we didn't want to be apart for another minute longer. We were friends having fun. I liked him before I loved him. 

Then we got married on that point above the water <3

Not much

Feels good to make money. I'm tired...

 I just wish I could sleep. 

Bluebonnet baby

Well I feel good this morning.  Traci was in a great mood this morning and something tells me she's getting her head on straight. Seems like I've known her my whole life now.  :-)

Here we go again

Stupidest teenage crap! So here I sit at 6:30am trying to start my day out and all I get is the VERY obvious silent treatment. My mother in law and I usually talk abit in the morning.  This morning I'm being punished.  I guess because her grand daughter has stomped her feet again at something I said.  She's not even been here 24 hours.  My tongue is about to be bit off from my holding it.  

GOOD MORNING.  Thought for today have you disciplined your children and taught them to respect and be grateful?