Seems like a dream sometimes. When I picture Joe's face I smile inside and yearn to hug him. I don't think I've ever felt that. Its a warm feeling in my heart I get when I think about how much safer I will feel when he's home from a week of working out of town.
I know were getting married pretty fast, but for me there is no need in waiting. I know he's exactly what I want. Forever. My bff says wait..." if you really love each other now you will a year from now too". To that I say " and if we didn't we won't in a year either" . Makes sense to me!
Joe gives me all these things I've always wanted from a man and never found. He genuinely cares about me and my well being. He expresses his love with words, affection, sincerity and support. He tells me I'm beautiful. He's emotionally available and truly means it when he hugs me, looks at me and asks " are you ok"?
He's easy to love and hard, very hard to be apart from. He wants to spend his time with me. He would rather be home with us than anywhere. He works hard and I appreciate him in so many ways!!
Our differences are few and he certainly has no qualities that are a deal breaker. I hope he can see past my imperfections and character defects. I actually think we compliment each other. He brings out things in me that I need to have more of like confidence and assertiveness. I think in him I help bring out more sensitivity and compassion. This is how a relationship is suppose to work. He's a good communicator and helps me to feel comfortable enough to open up and trust enough to say how I feel and not to feel guilty for my feelings...I'm entitled to them. :-) I really like that.
Overall I love him for the person he is and I can't wait to be his wife. He tells me all the time he loves me and will never stop. He will take care of me. When I'm with him I don't care about anything else. I sleep better.
I could go on... but I'll end with this, Joe all you have to do is love me the way you do right now and I will never leave your side. Treat me always the way you do right now and I will love you for the rest of our lives more than either one of us thought possible. We WILL live happily ever after.
