Been thinking about writing for awhile and I've HAD good ideas on topics. However today if I could tear this blog up like a piece of paper in shreds I would.

I'm depressed. I feel useless and hopeless. I wish I didn't have to see or talk to anyone for days. I feel like I need a hug NOT to be lashed out at.

Sometimes I give up... today I do. In bed where I just want to live. I don't want to have to explain anymore... it doesn't help.

If your reading this.. that's fine. This is where I vent. I don't need a response from anyone.