Daydreaming healthy?

So back to the idea of writing about something else...

Feels like a lifetime ago I was on an airplane a couple of times a month. Back and forth to work in Oklahoma or snow in Colorado to France or Latin America. No I don't miss that lifestyle. I'm right where I really always wanted to be, happily married and stable in our home and in our lives together. 

Ya know all the experiences we each have in our lives bring is to where we are. At some point we land where we are suppose to. I have no regrets. I really don't. I mean.. If had one it would not be what one would think! It would be that I wasn't a better child and student and that I didn't get an education and have a thriving career. That's the only thing I feel missing. I know I would be really good at some things if I only had a degree and a job that required me to steadily improve my skills and or the quality of others lives. 

I find myself still dreaming up things I WANT to do and make a good living at it. The lady in town that has the little business of shipping out packages, faxes, making copies and such has the right idea. A small cafe with .25 coffee, affordable awesome burgers, free wifi and a little book store could be fun! All kinds of ideas I have... Then I think I'm too old to start an adventure like that and this town seems like a tough crowd to sell to. Writing a book would only be beneficial for me, I'm sure I'd never be on the #1 list. I used to want to run around the country and take photos of old laundry mats/ washaterias. Thought it would make a cool coffee table book or old delapitaded barns. I thought of a book of my travels and families I have loved along the way. I'm full of ideas just none of them transpire. 

So I daydream alot I guess. Is that healthy ? Toilets with a bullseye painted in the bowl or clear ones made into fish aquariums. Short cigarettes called quickies! Lubes and Boobs where you can get a cold beer and watch chicks change your oil. Oh ... It's really endless. 

Oh I'm satisfied with everything! Don't get me wrong. Happier than I ever thought I would be in this life. THIS is also something I used to daydream about!!! THIS :-)