The blog I wrote before was pretty clever, witty and full of more personal thoughts and events. I find that part of my writing is on hold for some reason. Im thinking its in part due to my attempt at hiding my heart from the possible invaders that want to destroy what's left of it. Its an unhealthy feeling to have to hide.
See... what i wish i could really let go is the illusion that it was someone else that made me feel this way, because in reality I allowed someone to take advantage of me and my feelings. So..if i don't allow it any longer it won't happen. Instead of walking away because Im afraid it will, I need to be strong enough to stay and trust that it won't. I can always walk away if I feel it's going south. And someone pretty special is teaching me...it just might be worth it to trust. Im willing to try ;-)
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