Wednesday, July 3, 2013

No Comparison

I haven't replaced him, I wouldn't want another him. Some might call it that, but its not even close. It's called moving on and why should I wait ? The sooner I get on with my life the happier I will be.
I found someone, a friend to start, that makes me happy. Someone who is real and honest. Someone that truly cares about ME and the way that I feel. Someone that I find myself thinking about non stop and I yearn to be with for healthy reasons. You may be asking how i could know so soon. The answer is easy. I wasn't a bad judge of character before and I'm not now. I was willing to go through the crap before because i thought he was worth it. I knew... it was bad and that I was getting the short end of the stick. But I thought he loved me and was going to change.


See...I chose it. I don't choose it anymore. I choose someone that I don't feel like I have to fix. Someone that has shown me in just months what he could never.
I don't mean to compare the two, there is no comparison.
The way I feel today is the opposite of the way I felt for the last three years, and that is the goal.

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