Thank God for kids

Alan Jackson is singing this Christmas song "Thank God for kids". Sounds appropriate enough since its almost Christmas. Ive been thinking about writing lately but always lose what idea popped in my head that was writing worthy. So here I am again forced to come up with it... the thing that's worth reading about...

Ive had much thought lately about what my life will feel like as I grow older and who wont be here with me and how I will go on. And I think for me its knowing in my heart that I did what I could to do the right things after I finally grew up. To me that's probably all my parents ever wanted to see happen for me. I have known this for awhile. Ive been trying to accomplish it with my friends and family to tell them and show them I love them, I don't think I could go on if I felt I hadn't .. So in this regard Im good.

I know there are some people that just happened to be related that flatout will never get along or even be friends. We only have to be related it doesn't mean we have to like it. But all in all if its something or someone that you know you love! They need to know it and they wont unless you tell them. So I DO! Even sometimes when it feels awkward I say it.

Sometimes others needed to hear it and you didn't even know it. Ive had hugs like that given to me, haven't you? That hug that you really appreciate and smile and maybe cry. Ya so hug somebody!

Ive missed my friend Cheryl lately. Ive had her on my mind. It happens.Well... Those are my thoughts at this time. Goodnight

Milli's first Black eye of her whole life.. and she smiles. I love it!!