Im feeling old today and lately. When my body hurts and I get real tired I start thinking oh crap...here it comes already, signs of the last half of my life. Its weird and I am known for thinking worst case scenario. But in this case I feel like its not that far off from the truth or a possible reality. Im not saying Im scared. Im just wanting to be sure I don't leave this world without a good mark on it. I want people to have great things to say about me and of course just like everyone else I am sure to not be "forgotten". I don't want to be famous or rich. I just want to help people even if all I can do are the smallest of gestures. I am lately feeling like I don't do that anymore.
I used to take the time to go and see people/family, see how they are and offer encouragement and love. I guess because its all I can really offer, its important to me. it makes me feels better to literally spread the love. That's it! That's what I used to do and want to do.....
There is no better feeling to me than just talking with someone who is sad or having a bad time and encourage them to carry on, to take one step at a time. Give them ideas on how to make there situation better. ( I should spend so much time on my own life) lol
Anyway.. I miss that. Gonna start doing that.
Luke one of the loves of my life <3
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