"I was unimportant and didnt matter".... That's painful. Very painful. Even though its coming from a teenager... It hurts.
I asked her Grammy "is she ok? Is she real upset with me?" And that was the response I got....
And of course I got so upset I couldn't breathe. As I stomped around thinking about how ... I was pretty important when I spent my last four dollars to watch her play ball and many times to buy milk because it makes her smile. Pretty important when I get her to a meet ass early in the morning and get a ticket on the way. Pretty important when I try to help her Dad see things through her eyes. And what about dinner and breakfasts on weekends? What about teaching her to drive? Seemed important to me or trying to make sure her dogs don't die of starvation because they are going to!! There's alot of running I do for her!!! Back and forth and she don't even know I really can't afford the gas for that. But I do it and make it work!! I've tried to support her in every way I can. And now I find out " I'm not important and don't matter" that sux.... and goodnight
And I am venting... This is where I do this so let her be please. Someday maybe I will be important to her.
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